Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 9:32 AM
i am freaking pissed off with someone right now.
i tell you don't provoke me right now...
hope i can get the what to be installed then i can play!
heheheheh :)
and Happy birthday to Mommy! :)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
i wanted to update the whole of the driving test yesterday.
but i am just so plain lazy because.
i can't seem to open the hard disk eh?
i need a break from the normal routine.
i need some money.
please, let me find a job soon, can?
i want to go holiday also!
so will money just fall from the sky!
haha
till then. :)
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 2:34 PM
DD is a happy girl today! :D :D :D :D
@ 8:01 AM
oh man.
i am so so scared.
pray for me.. haha
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 10:33 AM
tomorrow.
:(
and happy father's day to my daddy and all father's in the world!
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 7:05 PM
i make so many or rather a lot of mistakes today!
gosh.
monday will be better, am i right?
2 more days.
sigh
Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 6:24 PM
3 more days.
and i am freaking scared.
i don't even know if i can pass it. oh well.
:(
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 11:33 AM
4 more days.
job and money, are you going to fall from the sky?
and Badminton later at TP! :)
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 11:11 AM
5 more days to go.
and i still can't find a job! :(
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 1:11 PM
:(
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 10:01 AM
okay.
i feel like even more a piece of shit after i heard that my niece is going to enter __________.
fill in the blanks yourself.
i feel like a piece of shit.
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 11:14 AM
< 寂寞光年>>-刘力扬
是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由couldn't sleep well last night.the images just keep flashing back.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 9:54 AM
i start to think about it again.
GET LOST LAH!
Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @ 8:23 AM
the only way to tell youself nothing is wrong or everything is alright, is to put yourself to bed.
muscles aching away from badminton yesterday at TP, i guess its going to get worst later after driving.
then bowling at SAFRA with the girls.
i guess i am a little mad this 2 weeks.
last week was rather keep on having k session.
this week was just sports mad (though the 5 of us have not touch sports for long, haha)
we even contemplating about going to Ubin some other times.
but then just don't know whether its going to get through!
hopefully it is going to!
till then...
@ 12:17 AM
when the world stop spinning, what will you do?
Saturday, June 06, 2009 @ 10:13 AM
i am tired to guess anymore.
to read the mind of yours.
if you don't want to tell me, its fine.
i am seriously fine with it.
Friday, June 05, 2009 @ 10:12 AM
:'(
tell me.
tell me to stop thinking.
tell me to stop crying.
tell me nothing is ever wrong.
nothing is wrong.
nothing is wrong.
nothing is wrong.
the only thing i can do is to do other things, to occupy myself.
so i wouldn't think!
and it still haunts me.
Thursday, June 04, 2009 @ 9:55 AM
<<妥协>>-蔡依林
你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变 仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
Yesterday went out with the girls (which i assume supposedly), however in the end, i got a fright or shock the other 4 guys from exco was there too. which i really seriously didn't know in the first place because no1 tells me anything or maybe i am just plain stupid! haha
went to top1 and then to dinner.
then home sweet home.i was on the phone till 3am then. which i was amazed at how i can do that. because i was feeling really tired from yesterday which i really didn't know why... but anyway, the conversation was kind of sad. which i mean really sad. sad till i feel like crying, but i choose not to.
:(
i guess everyone have different thinking, different perspective on different things.
but somehow, i choose to believe in my instinct at the very min i get to know. but however, it didn't happen at all.
so why wallow myself into tears?
when i should just get down to get all the stuff done necessary and plan what i want to do, ain't it better?
1)find a job
2)pass my driving
3)go on holidays
4)organize the stuff for handover
5)do some exercise
6)go swimming (yes, this SUN)
7)enjoy my last holidays ever (so sad)
job, i need a job! please! if not can money fall from the sky! :)
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 @ 11:36 AM
<<我知道>>- BY2 从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛 一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂 一直忘了说我有多感动 我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头我们都知道彼此心中其实这份爱没停过从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流*************************************
i need a job!
in order to have money.
to shop, to buy what i want, to do what i want!
but please, let me pass my driving please, pretty please, with a cherry on top! :)
till then!
